16 November 2009

30 C

Why did I do such a foolish thing, I know.
What made me do it? I have no idea.
I want to forget it but I can't.
I want to take responsibility for it but I have no idea how.
Who will show me the path? The way?
Unfortunately it doesn't work that way.
I've got to make my own choices, my own decisions.
When I make mistakes however, there isn't much I can do but apologize.
But sometimes, that is out of the question.
The best approach would be the straightforward approach.
But do I have the guts to take it?
So now I'm talking to myself.
Running through each scenario in my mind looking for the perfect solution.
But I know there is no perfect solution.
I really am lost in the darkness of my mind.
Darkness that can never see the light of day.

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