13 November 2008

Pride

Pride.
Pride is something that despises arrogance.
Arrogance is not pride.
Arrogance is a disgrace.
Arrogance is something that blinds someone.
A warrior is defeated but stays on the battlefield.
That is arrogance.
A defeated warrior who returns to the battlefield.
That is pride.
One who is prideful will not disgrace himself.
He will not allow a person to see him defeated.
One who is arrogant will fight.
He will fight repeatedly till he dies.
That arrogance is hateful.
It hurts everyone related to that person.

One who has pride.
Knows when he has lost.
Knows when he is wrong.
However insists that he is right.
Arrogance is different.
It is the inability to accept that he was wrong.
It is the ignorance of what is right.

So, which are you?
Are you arrogant?
Are you prideful?
Or are you none?
Or are you both?

I am pride.
The one who understands the pride of a human.
The one who knows of the pride of a god.
The one who has the pride of a demon.
A demon worthy of the name given to it.

Diabolus.
The devil. Pride is a thing which lives in every creature. The pride a demon however, is different.
Creatures will remember to defend their pride.
The demon lives as his pride. if he is wrong, he will make the wrong become a right. Thus this pride is the very likeness of the pride of god? Wrong. It is much weaker. It pales in comparison to the pride of the creator. A demon only has the abilities to change the perception of people. A god however, has the abilities to create a whole new perception and label it as 'right'. That is why god is superior to the demon.

That hateful arrogance,
that unseemly pride.
A choice to dance an unsightly dance,
or sit and watch from the side.

Make your choice. One is arrogance, one is pride. Be wise.

If you choose to dance, you are arrogant. If you sit and watch, you are prideful.

10 November 2008

Flee

Hope beyond hope,
Dreams beyond dreams.
Death after life,
Guilt after deed.

Regrets are aplenty,
Sadness is an inevitability.
Even if it were possible to cry,
It would be nothing but a lie.

If it is a burden to you, leave it behind. Don't cause yourself pain and suffering for no reason. Sometimes, its okay to run away. But you know what you have to face eventually.

11 August 2008

Repentance

What is it that you all seek? What is the question that you all ask? What is the answer you all want to hear? What is it that you all are doing here? What is it that you have to do? What is it that you all want to do? What is it that you all hold dear? Why is it that I must be the one? Why is it that I am not the one? Why is it him? Why is it her? Why should I do this? Why can't I have this? Why can't I do that?

You all frequently ask the questions you know the answers to. Yet do you realy have the courage to answer it? To seek the answer within yourselves? To realize the meaning behind your every intention? To grasp the situation of your lives? To even question your own moral integrity and beliefs to realize that you all have the answers to what you seek just that you do not dare to answer them. You fear. That's right. You FEAR. To not be able to answer these questions because you fear that the answer might destroy your beliefs, destroy your trust. Break the bonds you have with each other. It is after all easier to admit that you are wrong than to admit that others are right. What can you do to escape this denial that you have? This everlasting fear in your hearts and minds.

Your worst enemy isn't the person you hate the most. It is your own heart and mind. Going against your own heart and mind would be going against your own beliefs and your own conscience. It is to break the sane reasoning you have lived your entire life with. I am always right for I am never wrong. You reason with your mind with this kind of saying. To go against your own will, to break this safety barrier in your mind. That is what is called having the courage to admit that others are right. To break this safety of reasoning is what is called repentance. To be able to admit that you were wrong, and to be able to change your ways because of your own realization that you were wrong. That is called repentance.

The fear you hold in your heart are equivalent to the amount of love you hold in your mind. The amount of love in your heart is equivalent to the amount of fear you have in your mind. Those who do not love have no fear. But there is no such man without love in this world. That much has been proven. For a man without love, will find no reason to stay alive in the harsh reality of this cruel world.

23 March 2008

Belief

There are just three things for a human in this world that should never be taken away.
The body, the mind and the soul.
The body represents health.
The mind represents knowledge.
The soul represents belief.
A person needs to have something they believe in or there is something in them that is missing. If you don't believe in anything at all, you can't expect to be able to live in the harsh reality. To believe in something gives you the hope you need to live in the harsh and cruel reality that is the world right now. So a person who doesn't believe in anything is an extremely pitiful being...

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There is no such truth that is governed by a single individual. The truth is only as powerful as the amount of people who belive in it. Even if you were able to reveal the truth, if no one is convinced, then that would be a lie to reality. The truth is something not an individual decides on but rather the masses. The truth can be bent out of shape and pioneered by others. The truth is never really always the truth. In reality, the truth that we know of may be false. A man may be lying but if there is a person who believes him, to that particular person, what the man said would be the truth. Just like when you say the truth, as long as people don't believe you, what you just told them would be a lie to them. I can say that I am able to predict the actions of man but you would say that it was all just a lie because you don't believe me. Such is the cruel and harsh reality these days. Information being true or false is really up to the person interpreting it. There is no real truth in this world. None.

20 February 2008

Untitled

I'm confused... This is the first time I've been unable to type a post... I've failed to type this post for quite a while now... Well, I guess this post just isn't meant to be an ordinary one...

There is nothing that can't be replaced in this world.
Nothing but love that is.
And so we take advantage of this.
Then we look back into the past and imagine the future.
Trying to solve all the problems one by one.
Then we will certainly say things that we don't really mean.
We hunger for knowledge.
Striving to go past our limits.
Cherishing what we have.
And some people will eventually be made miserable.
Then you start asking yourself questions.
Then you make decisions.
While reading a book.
Then you fall asleep dreaming.
Realising new things.
While reminiscing about the past.
Suddenly you start to feel anxious,
then afraid.
You search for the perfect.
Bearing grudges along the way.
Ending up in a void.


If you find the meaning behind this post, congratulations. Tell me for I want to know who you are. The tagboard after all is open for use...

08 February 2008

Void

A blank space. An empty area. A void.

Somewhere where nothing exists and where exists nothingness.

An empty shell. Nothing but a body with no soul or mind... Something devoid of life...


No human is devoid of emotion. No human is a void. Every human exists as a whole being for they are able to feel. They are able to experience emotions. They are able to smile, they are able to cry. They are able hate and they are able to be hated. They can fear and also be feared. Thus every human has emotions.

When it's time to be happy, go ahead and smile.
When it's time to be sad, go ahead and cry.
When it's time to be angry, go ahead and shout.
When its time to fear, go ahead and run.

Being able to feel is an ability of all living beings. Don't treat anything as if they are devoid of emotions. For they are not a void where nothing exists.

05 February 2008

Grudge

If you make me hate something, that is still fine. But if you make me hate you, then don't expect me to have any other feelings for you. I feel no sympathy. I feel no pity. I have no obligations to. The only thing I feel is mercy. I am merciful. That is the only thing I have.


Hate is an emotion that is powerful.
Felt by many but controlled by none.
Hate is really hateful.
It causes blindness.
It causes pain.
There is none who can control it.
There is none who cannot feel it.
I remember the feeling.
The feeling where hate led me.
The feeling of revenge.
Is another thing to fear.
Revenge is never sweet.
It is metallic, slightly salty and definitely in red.
Revenge is the drawing of blood.
Blood is the essence of life.
The river that keeps you alive.
I have what you don't.
An affinity with it.

Blood is really delicious to a person like me. But to humans, it's disgusting.