11 August 2008

Repentance

What is it that you all seek? What is the question that you all ask? What is the answer you all want to hear? What is it that you all are doing here? What is it that you have to do? What is it that you all want to do? What is it that you all hold dear? Why is it that I must be the one? Why is it that I am not the one? Why is it him? Why is it her? Why should I do this? Why can't I have this? Why can't I do that?

You all frequently ask the questions you know the answers to. Yet do you realy have the courage to answer it? To seek the answer within yourselves? To realize the meaning behind your every intention? To grasp the situation of your lives? To even question your own moral integrity and beliefs to realize that you all have the answers to what you seek just that you do not dare to answer them. You fear. That's right. You FEAR. To not be able to answer these questions because you fear that the answer might destroy your beliefs, destroy your trust. Break the bonds you have with each other. It is after all easier to admit that you are wrong than to admit that others are right. What can you do to escape this denial that you have? This everlasting fear in your hearts and minds.

Your worst enemy isn't the person you hate the most. It is your own heart and mind. Going against your own heart and mind would be going against your own beliefs and your own conscience. It is to break the sane reasoning you have lived your entire life with. I am always right for I am never wrong. You reason with your mind with this kind of saying. To go against your own will, to break this safety barrier in your mind. That is what is called having the courage to admit that others are right. To break this safety of reasoning is what is called repentance. To be able to admit that you were wrong, and to be able to change your ways because of your own realization that you were wrong. That is called repentance.

The fear you hold in your heart are equivalent to the amount of love you hold in your mind. The amount of love in your heart is equivalent to the amount of fear you have in your mind. Those who do not love have no fear. But there is no such man without love in this world. That much has been proven. For a man without love, will find no reason to stay alive in the harsh reality of this cruel world.

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