Anxious

You worry for others all the time don't you?
I can tell.
Spending an hour with you is more than enough for me to know what kind of person you have become.
Somehow I think that you are just too selfless.
You make it seem as if it benefits you only as an afterthought.
"I mean, it's practically revision for me also what."
It has become clear that you place others before yourself.
You worry for others a lot.
You want to help those that you can.
You want to help them solve their problems.
But to me, you are the one with the most problems.
I guess my level of interpretation is actually quite different from anyone else's point of view.
But that doesn't bother me.
You hesitate thinking that you aren't doing something that is right.
You are afraid of making a wrong decision.
You don't want to leave people behind you.
You don't want to see people struggle through.
You want to see them progress and succeed.
But have you thought of how YOU are going to achieve YOUR success first?
Have you thought that maybe your actions may cause you to drop in standard?
Have you thought of all the repercussions that might occur?
(oh yes... mr tan just brought in a piece called repercussion didn't he?)
It's not that I think your views are shallow and your way of thinking is wrong.
It's just taht you have to know what's best for yourself before helping others.
If you can't solve your own problems first, achieve your achievements first, answer your own questions first, how are you going to be able to solve others' problems, help them attain their achievements and help them find the truth in the matter and still gain something from it?
Whatever I type is not to put you down, make you feel that you are wrong and you need to change or you will fail. That you have caused yet another soul to be troubled.
No. I just want you to think furthur into your actions and see what it has done for you. And take the path that you really want. The one which you think is right. I don't want you to be troubled by my words. Call them gibberish if you want to. But knowing you, you wouldn't. Don't spend more than an hour dwelling on this post if you ever read it! Hear me! It is my responsibility if my words cause an adverse effect on you.

While you worry about others, I worry about you, you know. Sometimes, it's troublesome to be able to interpret whatever people say and transform them into their feelings and emotions and then change it to words on paper. But, if I can't even help those who are near me, how can I ever attain my true dream... But it is really unattainable, this dream of mine... Don't ever think that you don't deserve to be selfish once in a while and think about yourself before you think for others. Other people can formulate their own opinions. But if you don't make you own, no one else can make your opinion for you. Every person changes according to the emotions and experiences that they have felt and gone through in life. That makes each and every person a unique individual...