27 January 2008

Searching

"Where can I find it?! I've looked everywhere but I still can't find it?! Where is it hidden?! Where could I have not searched?!"

My dear disciple, have you indeed searched everywhere? Not just material places like that park over there, the village over the mountains and the houses by the lake. Have you searched for it everywhere that can contain it?

"I don't understand teacher, what are you talking about?"

How have you searched my dear disciple, what did you use to search for it?

"How else can I look if not with my eyes? How else can I move if not with my feet? How can I hear if not with my ears?!"

Have you tried searching with your heart? You misunderstand. Affection cannot be found with eyes, love cannot be approached, care cannot be heard. You won't find the person who you care for the most with just your eyes. Look into your heart and seek the answer. This is something I cannot help you with. Figure it out on your own. If you don't you'll never find out. I didn't teach you all these years so that you would fail this last mission. Go out there and live amongst humans as a human. Find the one who you will care for and protect that person. That is the only way you would ever be the greatest.

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No matter how hard I tried, no matter how long I searched. Results were seen only few and far between. No human would become the greatest human in history. Their hearts are either too soft or too hard. They end up as power hungry fools or those that are not willing to sacrifice. This is why humans are not perfect. There is no perfect human that can understand this concept. Which is why to me, humans are inferior beings. Weak and unable to progress through evolution of the times and unite. Unable to come together in large groups without looking at another person in disgust or mantain a sense of awareness and respect towards those around him. It is an atmosphere where no one can be in for it will not happen. I don't think I will ever find satisfying results...

16 January 2008

Fear

People used to live in constant fear. They are aware that their lives may be taken at any time. They know that their lives are in constant danger. And thus they live in fear of that. They learnt how to cherish every moment of life. How to value every friend. How to take care of every possession. How to groom every pet. How everything around them would never last forever and that they would soon be taken away from them.

Right now in this day and age, poeple live their lives so carefree. What they fear is not dying, but instead its the lack of money, lack of rescources, poor grades, looking uncool, being lousy at sports, that others are going to usurp their position. They learn to backstab, make fun of others, spread rumours, gossip, lie, steal, cheat, kill for their benefits. To them, money is everything. Without money, they would not be able to enjoy luxuries nor keep up with the trend and eventually become unhip or uncool.

This is the difference. The greatest difference. You could die right now to a terrorist attack, a bomb, a deadly virus, and many other life-threatening accidents. Yet, you ignore all of these facts and live life with just this one mentality: It cannot happen to me because I am safe right now. It will not happen to me because it just won't. These two statements occur in your sub-conscious minds. You can say whatever you want but you know the truth. Either that or you would be in self-denial.

I am not saying that you should be living your life in fear. But you should at the least acknowledge that these are facts and that they can happen. You are a fool to be fearing the wrong things. You are afraid of trivial matters that matter not. That is the biggest mistake of humans living in this day and age. The time of peace that we all live in right now has given you a sense of over-security. You think that you are protected but remember this! Humans are fragile beings. You can break their limbs easily. You can also break their mind easily.

Death is all around you. You can try to run away from it pretending that death is always chasing you around biding its time to strike. But you are wrong. Death is a part of life. Once your life ends, that is death. Death is within you on a fuse like a bomb. Once the fuse, which is life, reaches its end, the bomb will detonate leaving death in its wake. Death is always with you. It is a part of life. All will die one day. And all will come to regret the things he/she has done in life on that day.

But this fear can be overcome by any humans in their life.


But then, there is always one fear that cannot be overcome by anyone in the world. They will always fear, GOD.



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A simple and short 500 word essay. I din't know what for but suddenly i wanted to write something and what I came up with was this. Fear.

12 January 2008

Anxious

You worry for others all the time don't you?
I can tell.
Spending an hour with you is more than enough for me to know what kind of person you have become.
Somehow I think that you are just too selfless.
You make it seem as if it benefits you only as an afterthought.
"I mean, it's practically revision for me also what."
It has become clear that you place others before yourself.
You worry for others a lot.
You want to help those that you can.
You want to help them solve their problems.
But to me, you are the one with the most problems.
I guess my level of interpretation is actually quite different from anyone else's point of view.
But that doesn't bother me.
You hesitate thinking that you aren't doing something that is right.
You are afraid of making a wrong decision.
You don't want to leave people behind you.
You don't want to see people struggle through.
You want to see them progress and succeed.
But have you thought of how YOU are going to achieve YOUR success first?
Have you thought that maybe your actions may cause you to drop in standard?
Have you thought of all the repercussions that might occur?
(oh yes... mr tan just brought in a piece called repercussion didn't he?)
It's not that I think your views are shallow and your way of thinking is wrong.
It's just taht you have to know what's best for yourself before helping others.
If you can't solve your own problems first, achieve your achievements first, answer your own questions first, how are you going to be able to solve others' problems, help them attain their achievements and help them find the truth in the matter and still gain something from it?
Whatever I type is not to put you down, make you feel that you are wrong and you need to change or you will fail. That you have caused yet another soul to be troubled.
No. I just want you to think furthur into your actions and see what it has done for you. And take the path that you really want. The one which you think is right. I don't want you to be troubled by my words. Call them gibberish if you want to. But knowing you, you wouldn't. Don't spend more than an hour dwelling on this post if you ever read it! Hear me! It is my responsibility if my words cause an adverse effect on you.

While you worry about others, I worry about you, you know. Sometimes, it's troublesome to be able to interpret whatever people say and transform them into their feelings and emotions and then change it to words on paper. But, if I can't even help those who are near me, how can I ever attain my true dream... But it is really unattainable, this dream of mine... Don't ever think that you don't deserve to be selfish once in a while and think about yourself before you think for others. Other people can formulate their own opinions. But if you don't make you own, no one else can make your opinion for you. Every person changes according to the emotions and experiences that they have felt and gone through in life. That makes each and every person a unique individual...

01 January 2008

Reminisce

All those experiences that we had gone through... All those times that we had shared... All of it has passed... Times of the past; its there...

What we need is a new beginning. To complete the ending. A new beginning signifies the end of an ending. And an ending signifies the start of a new beginning.

That is our world. Where the beginning and ending is the same. Its but a continuous cycle. When the moon rises at one part of the earth, it sets at another. When one leaves this world, another comes into it. There is no ending to this cycle. Not yet anyway. There are a plentiful of things to be questioned. There are plentiful things to be answered. But who knows which answers belong to which questions?

We face yet the end of another day, another month, another year. So we now lie back, take a drink and reminisce the memories that we had created. A whole year we have left behind; And a whole new year awaits us. We think of all our actions, our emotions. Experiences that are bitter and sad, experiences that are joyful, those that had made you mad. Think of all the hurt you had caused others. All the hurt others caused you. All that worry and all that pain. We leave behind yet again.

There is a new cause for us to live in this new year. There is a job we must fulfill. There is an answer we must attain. A new resolution to make. An old one to keep. And and older one to change. In this world where everything continues evolving and changing to adapt to the new surroundings, there is a need for us to change too. We cannot continue to stay how we are. We have to keep striving to achieve our dreams. We have to improve ourselves. Enhace our own abiities. We have to up our performance.

Another year has passed. A whole year of mistakes and success. Mistakes for us to learn from. Successes for us to improve upon. We have moved into another repeat of the same cycle. But more aware. More intelligent and more successful. Now we have to take what we have. And make it better. Push up our limits. And survive another year. A year where we can stumble through our lives picking up broken pieces, discovering more about yourself than you ever knew.

A human lives accross a certain lifespan. And throughout that lifespan is knowledge, experience and skills that the particular individual can acquire. However, decisions that the person makes, causes him/her to miss out some of those pieces. Therefore decreasing his efficiency level. The longer the person lives the more he can pick up. However there are more decisions that he has to make. Causing more of those pieces to be left behind.
So, we have to find the answers to the questions that causes us to make a certain decision so that we can make the better decision for how we want to live our lives.

We have this new year to make more decisions. To make the decisions which will affect your future. I hope you will make the better decision for your life so that all of this year can be put to good use.


So to end this off, I wish you all a very happy new year. Put effort in whatever you do and may you succeed.