25 Obsessions

Alone and dark,
In a forest evading moonlight.
Uneven footsteps pound against the earth,
Running, Chasing after the one that left it.

No matter how far,
No matter how fast,
It will follow.
For it desires so.

Always there,
But cannot be found.
Something so obvious,
So obviously hidden.

It cannot make itself known,
For it is the shadows.
It cannot be noticed,
Or it will fade.

To pursuit something,
In its entirety.

To chase after,
Yet to remain clear.

It is my obsession.

Something which I want,
But something I know I cannot have.
For pain and hurt would be all that comes of it.
Pain and hurt that would not heal.

I can bear my pain.
If only I could bear the pain that I cause others

24 Sinner

There is no pain greater,
No wound deeper.

There is no suffering,
Which outwieghs this feeling.

Pain makes you alive,
Pain defines my life.

I suffer alone,
Cause I don't fear.
My sins I can't atone,
My eyes don't shed a tear.

I cannot atone for a sin I cannot commit. I can't commit a sin that I will atone for. That is why I am a sinner.